Well, here it is ... finally. That actually looks better than it was haha.

Have fun!

P.S.: Once again my cat sits on my chair! The one I am sitting on as well ... mhpf. She is not moving. I guess I could actually sit on top of her and she wouldn't move!

That must be true love.

So I just came back from hanging out with friends at a lake ... and I am super sunburned. It hurts! It seriously burns!   I look ridiculous now, omg! You guys have no idea! ugh.

I took a pic, but I am too lazy to upload it now, so I'll add it later.

I hate getting sunburned.

At least I had no school today That was sooo awesome! And I'll only have 2 periods tomorrow. We have shortened classes, because of the weather (it's so hot outside), so I'll be at school a total of 60 minutes haha. It's not even worth getting up lol.

~ Mandy ~ 

Childhood Memories and Such

Haha, yeah, me as a baby and lil child

Apperently my mom loved to dress me in pink ...
And by the way, I HATED the short hair - made me always look like a boy, but my mom loved that as well ...

I hope you enjoy these pics, I will add some more soon ... I just ran outta time yesterday

Hugs and Kisses

~ Mandy ~

It's sooo different from all her music videos before, but I like it. And I love the song itself anyways. It's a great song!

Check it out!!!

~ Mandy ~

About "Free Burma"

International bloggers are preparing an action to support the peaceful revolution in Burma. We want to set a sign for freedom and show our sympathy for these people who are fighting their cruel regime without weapons. These Bloggers are planning to refrain from posting to their blogs on October 4 and just put up one Banner then, underlined with the words "Free Burma!".

I know, I am not really into these kind of things, but a friend of mine, Ruben, called my attention to it.
I felt that this needs to be said! Please join the list (click here) of participants and take part in this action as well. Spread the word!
I think it's a good thing to do.

Thanks!

~ Mandy ~

"JEHT KACKEN"

Pretty cool new (Punk) Band from Berlin ... with berliner accent you guys!!! yeah! So it's not the kinda german you'd learn in High School, at College or wherever BUT it's almost how I talk in my sparetime haha

Pretty sweet

"FRAUEN & MÄNNER"

~ Mandy ~

... and without you I don't know what I'd do, I can never, ever live a day without you, do you see, You're all I need!

I just came back from a fun movie night/weekend at Ruben's ... His parents were gone so we thought we could party a lil bit at his place. Neither his mom nor his dad will ever know that we stayed there over night haha ... yeah, we are bad kids lol

We watched a movie called " Hard Candy", because my friends hadn't seen it ...

It's about this 14 year old smart, charming teenage girl - Hayley, who wants to hook up with a 30-something fashion photographer, she met online ...
Turns out Hayley isn’t as innocent as she looks after all.
In fact, she has a lot on her mind. At one point she is actually about to castrate this guy ...

The story is kinda sick, yeah, and somewhat painful for boys to watch I figured lol, but still an on-the-edge-of-your-seat psychotic thriller!!! I liked that it is just 2 actors through the whole thing. Very Sweet movie, like candy haha (oh yeah, I am funny, believe it or not) =P

We also watched a bunch of other movies, but those weren't by far as good as "Hard Candy".

Anyways, I talked to Trevor shortly after I came home. *yay* That was very nice although it was only for like 10 minutes, because it's around 4:30ish in the USA now. It's crazy how much I miss that guy! ... He is still all I can really think of ... if I am not busy procrastinating my homework haha - which I am doing right now by the way.

Like usual I am loaded, I gotta do some reading for German and Ethics, and therefore I need to also make a drawing of Platon's way to think about the human being ... umm, I have like pages of Math homework (and I have absolutely NO clue what's going on in math right now so it will literally take forever! hehe) ... yeah, that's actually about it. I know, it doesn't sound much, but it is!!! Oh my god ...
Sometimes I wonder what the point is, in having so much homework every day that under the week all you do is going to school, come home, eat lunch at 4 PM(!) and start doing homework and studying untill you go to bed. No time for a real life anymore
And it's kinda the same over the weekend. The only difference is that I procrastinate all my homework untill sunday so that I can at least have a life on friday and saturday ... so getting up, eat some breakfast - lunch type of thing (aka brunch) and homework is basically all I do on a sunday ... then I go to bed and have school the next day ... oh what a bliss! I miss going to school in Monte or the U.S. *tear* You guys have sports and all there ... You don't know how lucky you are! Trust me ...

But I won't complain haha, just 2 years left, that's not to bad I started looking at different Colleges to see what possibilities there are and to eventually figure out what I want to study someday. I just want to make up my mind I guess ... I also started reading a book about that kinda thing. Yup yup ...

Me and Ruben were talking about starting to play tennis ... Great idea lol, 2 peoblems: We don't know how to play AND it's friggin expensive to learn how to play and to rent a court and all ... so we won't ever play I guess. Oh well, shit happens, don't have time anyways I spose ...

One of the few things, that always makes me happy, no matter what's going on, is the thought of Trevor ♥ and when I talk to him ... it's weird.
There is this one song I listened to a lot lately. (Avril Lavigne - "I will be") It's a great song ... listening to it always makes me feel so much better about how things are at the moment. It's like a therapy ... lol, cause at the moment, everythings seems to kinda break down on me ... I don't know what's wrong ... it's just that I am really unhappy with my situation right now ...

So when you are done reading this, leave a comment or something please. I'd appreciate it a lot!!! Just tell me whatcha think, k?!

THANKS!!!

Love you all sooo much! ♥ ♥ ♥

Oh yeah ... Daniel Radcliff naked as God intended haha
I just HAD to post this ... I am sorry if people feel bothered by it or think it's inappropriate